Everybody Is Falling In Love But Me

by Kris Lazaro

When will it be my time? When will I finally have someone to hold, someone to cuddle with, and someone to hug? When will my lonely nights end?

As I get older, and the opportunities to meet others decrease, I find myself scared of the future. My other friends have found their significant others, so why can’t I find mine? Perhaps it is because I am so picky, or that I have such high standards; maybe I am just not that attractive and confident. Whatever the reason, I still do not have anyone to call ‘my love’.

My circle of friends have been dating and have gotten lucky. My best friend, who I once had feelings for and fell in love with, is now with another man. She is happy with him; happy that she has found someone else. Since this relationship started, our communication has dwindled—she simply has no more time for me. We rarely talk now, and maybe it’s for the best. Life goes on, friendships end, while love flourishes. Will I ever find my love?

People around me are getting married; some are already having children. One of my coworkers is engaged and is busy in planning her June wedding—I can’t even schedule a second date. I’m not a handsome man, but I’m also not that ugly. What makes me so repulsive to the opposite gender?

I go on dates as frequently as I change my oil, but with each passing dinner, and kiss goodnight, I do not feel any sparks. I do not get that feeling of absolute bliss that comes with falling in love. I feel empty. I feel alone. Yet, I feel she is somewhere out there.

My time will come. One day, she will walk into my life and change the way I live. I will no longer fear being alone, no longer long for human contact, no longer wait. I will be able to enjoy life with another, eating ice cream together, watching The Simpsons together, walking down the shoreline together. This will happen—I am sure of it. I must not give up. I must not be depressed.

I believe love is a special thing—it is short of being a miraculous event. As a hopeless romantic, I can only hope that Cupid has not forgotten me. I must not give up on love, for when it happens I must be ready and give my all to my love. Even if I am not lucky enough to fall in love, and be loved in return, I can take comfort in the fact that I loved once, and for that I thank am thankful for.

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